The Demon And The Dwarf

I woke with a chill up my spine....

...In the midst of a gloomy weather outside through which it was impossible to see the scantily clad girl in the building next to mine, except her ankles and her bare hands rested on her knees. I stood up, and just as I opened the window, the wind from the window cut across the curling smoke of my ginger tea, ripping it apart, shattering its rhythm, telling that it does not have the strength to make it's way round; thats what my ca final exams are contrived to do to me.

Until recently, I was living a normal desultory life; shitty alright, but I was unabashedly enjoying it-like a pig in the shit, but now it has become a commingling of self-inflicted desolation and iridescent fear.An innocent girls boobs, that's what I have become-fucking boobs! getting squeezed, pawed, and tweaked by ugly, horny, deceitful sods.

...I sat stoned, disillusioned, trying to avoid all the excruciating thoughts that were there in my head, throbbing, whimpering, whichever was worse; resuscitating every last bit of zeal that I was looking for in my deadening self, but could not find, and my heart was pounding hard enough to add to the burgeoning scare.I wondered if I had a heart attack, i wondered if that girl in the adjacent building had anything to do with my fate, I wondered ,for that matter, if anything in the world had anything to do with my fate.

Opaque as it may sound, but you have to be a masochist to get through the monstrosity of CA final'l syllabus that you are never going to enjoy.
which brings me back to the question of "why I woke up with a chill up my spine!"..

...It was a dream, but you don't know its a dream until you wake up. i was running, and a lot of people were running with me. i quickened my pace; as if it was a race.
Running towards the foyer of a mountainous building that seem to touch the sky.
People pushing and shoving each other, and i wondered why.
I entered a room that was so small that any breathing was nearly impossible.I was trapped.
who could ever beat the demon who walked when people clapped.The demon entered the room and a nauseating silence made its presence felt. a frightening chill went up mine spine just as knelt.

I stood there frozen, shaken; I was stirred.Scared at the sight of whistling, giggling demon, and I couldn't say a word.
It grabbed me, wanting to humiliate me.
It slapped me, threatening to decapitate me.
He was very scary when he leaned.I must admit, to my shame...I screamed.
Once in a while I would wail and cry. Despite it's protestations, I would stand op and try.

... In a moments time it'll end, in a moments time, there will be nothing, but parts of my body, and my head in the bloodstained hands of the triumphant demon, howling...